abt me

hi! first thing u should know is that I have no name nor age. I do not have any personality tests nor interests. There are no quizzes for me to display here — not because I avoid them, but because they never showed up on my feed, but I don’t have any feeds since I have no social media profiles other than this which I think about deleting every other day.

I have never been to a psychiatry appointment, and I probably never will be. So I have no special acronyms to drop here. Nor life-defining displays of sexuality. When people drop these acronyms on me I still don’t know what they mean and I won’t ever ask to clarify — not because I don’t care, nor that I actually do, but because I’d forget the acronym by the end of our conversation anyway.

I didn’t grow up anywhere, and I have no affiliations. It’s not because I actively avoided a root, or never pursued a club; it’s just what’s most convenient.

All of the TV shows and music lists one holds onto until they can share them turns up blank for me, as every piece of media washes over the same as a river walk. There is no style to report on; just what’s in my wardrobe, which collected through the years not out of a precise selection, but more out of a necessity which carries even to today, holes pending a sew.

I get by living somehow, and even though I could say I studied things, none of it mattered when it came to actually making a living. So I forgot about all the classes and I forget about prior coworkers because all of the projects I work on get swallowed into the economic leviathan anyway.

My emotional range is pretty muted, not because of some denial or because of some stoic aspirations, but because I don’t think about it.

I will admit one thing, and one thing only — I could never disambiguate between acquaintances and friends. You’re my friend and stranger all the same: under the guise of our non-affiliated existences.

I do not have any other form of contact.

Thanks! <3