Hello again friends – from an outsider view this probably renders all a little absurd, and for that I must concede a smidgen.
One double bind I struggle with is this impetus to transform the world while also being hidden from it. Of course the answer is to do neither. By actively hiding or actively reaching so one only gets trapped in a delusional nausea. Stress is good when you learn to normalize it.
I’m not sure if making websites would be considered beautiful.
Frankly all I want to see is some beauty, and maybe that’s not found anywhere here anytime soon.
Gotta suffer more I guess.