singleplayer

After finishing another anime episode, I thought about the psychological operation behind the messages.

I mean you have to consider that most you consume has underlying consequences, intended outcomes. Why else would it all be aired anyway? We’re in these games, may as well tune into the effects. You can certainly hope that War ended a hundred years ago; the battlefield is the mind now, is what my perspective is.

Cyberwarfare isn’t about compromising computers. It’s about swallowing up the weakminded. It’s about crushing the lost. It’s about propagating fumes until they may as well be real.

So you have the usual drivel about sacrificing yourself for society, or maybe even tapping out too, or… the usual theme is embracing the people around.

Why would this be pushed?

Why?

Why all of my life do they keep saying you need friends, you are a social being, you need friends, you are a social being, you need a place to belong.

Why?

It’s just repeating lies upon lies. You’re born and you’re dead and you’re experiencing that alone.

Is it my fault or your fault that we aren’t friends? What do friends even do? What do we do after?

All of these lies are portals toward chaos and much suffering. I don’t like witnessing people destroy themselves, or subjucating myself to the fickle emotion. The emotion derived from a SICKNESS that no one ever wants to put a name upon.

There’s a difference between being lost and not wanting to be found any longer and that’s the trek most often took.

Let’s scrub away the perceived eternity here; the perceived getting away from consequences that litters the usual day.

This site will go offline along with anyone having one too. Who knows how much longer the internet will last.

Your parents will die someday with the trek they’re on.

No need to iterate further.

But why are you told to be social all the time when everything fades anyway?

How many times! How many times I’ve tried to make it mean something more, make a game of four when there’s only a single player.

I don’t talk to anyone anymore unless there’s an objective, and that objective is usually lost in the amnesia, the confusion abreast all minds, all peoples.

I’ve been so confused maintaining this site because I keep trying to think it’s a portal to multiplayer games but there is no multiplayer here.

It’s just congregating between levels and wondering the next strategy; not as though you’ll share though if you want to be the top of the leaderboard; or more accurately not to be in the alter seeing it drive another insane.

It’s singleplayer.